Another day has come and im now sitting in front of the screen, dreaming and expressing the feelings in me. I wanna let everything out but i just dont have the courage to. What can i do? i just feel so helpless and speechless whenever i want to tell you about my feelings. I think im just too weak to defend myself when things go wrong. but im very grateful when you were there for me, when time is really critical and hopeless, i finally have someone to turn to and to pour out everything. Thanks a lot my true friend. I dont regret to have met you and known you. Sometimes i just cant find a good reason to tell you why i cant let it go. I just find it too hard to do. When i think of it, my heart is just too painful and hurting, as if it's going to break into pieces. And im very afraid that i cant find one of the missing pieces to make my heart healed again. Thank you for being there and piece my heart back together. There's no word i can use to describe. All that have been written here are all my heartfelt words that i want to let you know.
miss you badly
Today was a good day for me. Well, everything went smoothly and i'm happy with the way it was. I was having a bad stomach cramp during bio but it was soon gone. The bio lesson was so interesting thanks to mr hamzah..=)
Im looking forward to tmorrow..the NUS CONCERT! It's going to be fun and exciting! Syf is coming soon then. There will be no time for slacking anymore.and im going to get myself busy with everything again. DO NOT FREAK OUT! argh!!i don't like it when i don't even have time for myself.
This sun must go for catachism as usual. well..overall, i think this week pass by so fast. Weekend is coming soon! And still have to go for piano lesson and chinese tuition this sat. DON'T LIKE TUITION!!!! anyway, i shall not keep complaining all the time, it's not good for health. I think that person really have a great impact on me. err...don't wanna talk about it.
Someone was so freaking annoying this morning. But i tried to ignore this matter anyway, or else it would probably spoil my day.
-Everything has been taken away from me and i'm left behind with nothing.-
miss you badly
