YOURS. - endlessly

back here in front of the comp now again.had cca today from 1pm-4pm.was quite tiring though.i didn't even have my lunch.cos this morning went to immigration.yeah...for sth la..dont wanna mention here.HAH!

but i think cca was fun today.we get into our own small groups and composed our own song with the given chords.partner with qing hua.then bernadette and beatrice joined us.yeah.we came up with this song.sounds quite nice but it was quite simple.anyway,thanks to qing hua's idea.we managed to have this slur part in the song.haha...you're great and creative man!

i didn't come for cca yesterday cos of the training.so i was kind of lost today.last cca practice for this week.man...it was great.cca will resume on the 18th june but i won't be able to come either.OBS!!!yes!! im looking forward to it!it took quite long and it was hard to convince my uncle about this.but it ended to be a success in the end!YAY!im going to make the best out of this opportunity to learn sth new and to enjoy myself with everyone=)

yeah!great day!no mood swing today=)
lovely!

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-this was drawn on my leg by nic.was bored during the talk-

-Our break time=)-

-With Michelle at CCHMS-

Feeling super tired and sleepy right now.well, after two days of training in CCHMS with michelle, ethel, sarah anne, nicole marie, nic, janna, joan and steph, there were really lots of things i have learnt.and of course,i have made many great new friends!actually i didnt expect to see sheena there in the first place.haha..got a shock when saw her lol.well,she has no change since i last saw her 6 months ago.time was fast!anyway,im gonna miss everyone that i have met in the camp.especiallly those from CCAMS,you all were great!

Tomorrow will be a new day again.yeah.no more tuition from now onwards.it's just simply because this whole month i was busy with exams and all,and more,im flying off this sat so it's kind of no use going for tuition for the last few days.Next month wont have tuition as well cos of holidays trip and obs.However,i still have to go for cca.last few days of ccas..the performance on last sat was a success though it seemed to be quite messy to me.First time handling the seating arrangement of the whole ensemble.and it wasn't easy for me at all.but at least i learnt something from it.Good try anyway=)

I must arrange my time and schedule properly in this week.aim to complete few pieces of homeworks in this week before flying off.yeah.it doesnt seem like holidays.still have tonnes of hw to do!argh!!lucky no more tuition for the time being.I was feeling super hyper this morning but then emo again...i wanna sleep early tonight.shall stop here.dont know when im going to visit you again...

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Today was a busy day for me and my council,as well as the prefects who are down for result day duty.thanks everyone for sparing your time to come down for duty!you all have done a great job!well..things however didn't seem to be that simple and easy.first time handling a whole punch of people and in charge for the whole event.the seniors' council came down to help...yah.in the end we had a debrief with them but sadly i wasn't there.

i also get back my report book today.couldn't believe in what i saw at first.yeah.got 1 for combined sciences,humanities and accounts.i was overjoyed.but my chinese grade is still an U!pathetic!got a 3 for english and a B4 for maths.gotta work harder.anyway,im somehow contented with my grades.yah..all my efforts didnt go down to drains=)

to natassia:"hey!you actually predicted it correctly.anyway...you've done well too.you didn't fail anything at all lol..haha...you can do better next time la.dont give up!=)"

to natty wifey:"hey darling,don't be disappointed ok.you still have other chances to do better.don't keep blaming yourself.your sweet hubby will definitely help you next sem!okie?!cheer up!lovess!!"

today was tiring and interesting.Tiring because i had to stand at the staircase for the whole day as an usher and sometimes running here and there.Interesting because i get to know and work with more juniors and had a fun time with them.Thanks to Claudia and Sumathi.you both drove away all my frustration and tire away!thanks a lot!I also had a fun time directing parents to the venues.love it!i felt like a professional.it's as if like i know everywhere in the school=))

love today the most though i was exhausted!

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guess what?im in school now and updating my blog during chinese period.well, we are watching movie now but i dont feel like watching so ya.went for mass last night and came back home at abt 9+...yesterday was not very interesting.we went for obs briefing after school yesterday.how??i really want to go for obs!it's like the only chance in life and not everyone can have that chance to go,im just standby but i want to go badly!some more i will be going overseas and my return is like on the day itself!argh!!!why everything just clash altogether!but if i cant go for obs,i must go for november camp no matter what!well,im just very excited over camps and all these stuff.got to stay back for cca today.i hope it's going to be fun.yea i enjoy teaching the juniors and enjoy playing ensemble with everyone.but something seems to be missing since cca resumes...speechless.still got few more weeks...im wondering what will keep me company over the holidays...yeah maybe there's nothing or maybe there's gonna be tonnes of things for me to do till i dont know that my holiday is over?but no matter what,you will not be forgotten in my memories..

-lost-

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It has been long since i posted a new one.got back all my results yesterday.i was kind of depressed at first but turned happy after that.well,my maths marks are really depressing.my grade is dropping.D7!!!can you believe that??got a D7 for maths first time in my life!but it was my fault actually.i didnt have sufficient practices and didnt revise properly for maths.saddd...have to buck up for semester 2 already.

another disaster is my chinese.well,F9 again.and im going to see black faces from ppl.like...yah why i never work hard and study hard for chinese??it's for my own good in benefits me in the future.what can i do now?i have already given my best.you cant totally blame me.why dont you just give some encouraging compliments cos i have done well for other subjects?!why dont you see another side of it?why cant you stop comparing my grades with other ppl?if i didnt put my best in chinese,i wouldnt care about going for tuitions to see some ppl i dont like.i wouldnt care to complete all my homeworks and i wouldnt have passed my chinese compo.you know how happy i was when i know that at least my compo for the first time?well...i dont wanna talk much now.it's no use to go on like this.i dont wanna care what you think about me.cos i have given my best shot and you dont have the right to criticize whatever i have done!

scored unbelievably well for bio and phy,it was kind of unexpected lol.i also didnt expect that i would hit my targets.hahah...anyway,all my efforts didnt go down to drains.got improvements for ss too.wah..it's like a miracle happened to me.good grades for sciences and humanities have made up for my depressing maths and chinese.haha..waiting for report book to come now then will that time i will have to face the music.

last monday was damn pissed off with the sec 1 juniors!cos they cant shut their mouths up at the right time.talk and talk and talk.stop for one minute will die is it?one day if i cant ta han then you all will get it.challenging my tolerance huh?so far i enjoyed myself during cca.however there are some exceptional ppl who always spoil other ppl's mood...wadever!shall stop complaining now.

i was kind of xin tong when seeing many ppl crying yesterday.well,they were not happy with their grades.i cant help much but just lend a listening ears.whatever you do,just rememember that you have done your best no matter what other says and be proud of it.if it's not up to satisfaction,just cry out and be sad but forget about it the very next day.remember to work harder because there are always opportunities for you in life to prove you real ability.JIA YOU=)

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This is my new and the very first crumpler that i have.went to bought it with my sis at orchard.didn't have a very long time to choose this one.i like it.no must say i LOVE it!!have been dreaming and wanting a crumpler since chinese new year and it's like now then i got it.well,you guess the price?my crumpler is just medium size..just nice for me=p

went to raffles first to find the shop but couldn't so we just went straight to orchard.thanks to nat and marilyn.or else i would be like having difficulty finding my way to the shop.after went back.on the way,still in orchard saw betris and her mum.well,it's Mothers' Day today.so just wanna say HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY to mummy and grandmothers and godmothers...all who are mothers....yeah.you're a very important person in the family.

reached home around 4plus.tired and hot.i dont like the weather today.it's freaking hot.perspired till my shirt all wet.maybe i wore a quite thick shirt today tt's why.went for mass first then went shopping with my sis.yeah.saw tt person in church today.and you have a new hairstyle.well...it looks cool to me.spiked..nice on you=)

i gotta stop here.going out for dinner later on...

-another week is coming-

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WOOHOO!!!it's the very second last paper today!bio.well,i was doing well so far.two weeks struggling are over now.it's time for me to have brainwash and to enjoy life now.couldn't believe that exams are so soon over.it was just like yesterday i still kept holding on to my notes and stick my eyes to all the books.yeah,the nightmare is over.believe it?before my geog paper which was last fri,i even dreamt of it can.maybe because i was overly worried already.anyway,EXAM PERIOD IS OVER!!it's time to enjoy for a while and worry about the results later on.

im having my last paper tomorrow which is chinese listening.my seniors told me to go home and dig ears.yeah,stupid orang utan!i know it's the way you dig your ears at home right??haha..after tomorrow,i will be free from all the loads of books and notes.yeah man.the nightmare is over.i somehow enjoyed myself free from chinese tuition for one week.hopefully wont have to go tmr.take one week break after exams?!haha...one whole long list of appointments and stuff awaits me.im going out with my council tomorrow.to vivocity.yeah.its a so-called council outing,bonding and meeting.wow..3in1.haha...yeah.think will go out with natassia and natty soon.maybe not only the three of us.hah...

2weeks of studying and stress...wow.well,its like wo weeks of fasting for me.for not using the comp.not sms and chat.haha...but i still did sit in front of tv despite of having exams.anyway, gotta stop here.hope to have something good to talk about for the next few days.haha..

loves=)

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