im finally back again.one week passed by with tonnes of homework and things...today was last day of attachment and i felt a bit sad actually.Although the kids can drive me nuts sometimes but they seem to be so nice today.they sounded sad when they know that we're not coming to class anymore.well,that was really sad and im gonna miss them..
anyway,enjoyed myself as far as i know whenever i come for class every sunday.we learn and discover new things about kids and yea,and to me,i learned how to entertain them and some special characteristics that a kid possess.i asked myself was i like them when i was young as well?..well,a kid's life was the best one,free from all problems and all the bad things in life.how i wish i could turn back the clock now.
good times come with bad times.just have to live through it and learn from it.perhaps i can find the beauty and meanings of life from another side of everything...

kind of quite moody today.stayed back in school till 445 to wait for jac.so did some studies there with natty,cons and danielle..recently feeling quite exhausted over school and yea friendship stuff.but anyway,i guess i can handle it.
exams are coming in less than 2 weeks time..so this will be the last post for this time.gonna update everything when exams are over.so far so good.yea have to find time to study and for myself.i feel that im getting myself tired out...
anyway...dont really have the mood to write anything further.

see ya after exams.all the best to everyone!

half of my day was occupied at church.was helping with the first holy communion of the p3 kids today.many ppl were there as well.yea and the person i was expected was there as well.we helped to arrange the food and the deco in the church foyer..well,actually was not having fun at first because of someone kept reveal things that were not supposed to be reveal to other ppl.i have nothing to say but was quite disappointed.you didn't keep your promise to me.well,my trust that i have in you now all vanish away.
another glimpse of hope appears but im not quite confident of putting my trust on that person now because of what had happened.well, there's still a lot of things need to observed and yea,but i hope i wont the history won't repeat itself anymore.whatever thing is,i learn how to draw a line to some certain things now.it's sad to do this but it seems that no one is really trustworthy and is able to keep their promises.
anyways...exams are near and i gotta work hard.sometimes the inspiration for me to study just disappear but i have no choice,gotta push myself hard.

was rushing from school back yesterday after cca to church for the p2 kids' penitential.thanks jac for helping me to bring my clothes along or else i would have been in sch-u walking around.anyway,i was put to work with 3 other guys-ian,bradley and nicholas.it was kind of fun running aound to get the kids ready to enter the church.and it was great making new friends there.the guys were friendly and helpful.thanks to them i didn't have to run about a lot.just pass the message to them and they will run to get the kids.yea...gotta know more abt brad and he was a nice guy.a friendly one.
headed straight to the airport after everything was over to send my sis off to england.well,she's going there for further studies and i think im gonna miss her.though we're not that close to each other.anyway,it's for her own good.was trying hard to hold my tears back and yea,it was a success.but my sis cried.well,i cant stand seeing ppl cry,cos that will make me lose my control and yea but im afraid of crying in front of ppl.well,only with my pillow,boaster and my planket..got home at about 12+ am this morning and was really worn out.but i still had to go for tuition this morning and yea..just get a hang of it.exams are coming and after this month,i will not have to go anymore..
things went fine and learnt more abt ppl i just met last night.well,a troubled one.and i know he needed my help.things start to seem complicated.

went to city hall with the senior council and my council after prefects' training today.and mrs chong paid for our K-box.sadly i didnt stay long...having lots of fun and love today the most!haha..

I dont understand
why cant you see
just what your thinking is doing to me
open your eyes
take a look
you used to read me like a book
but times have changed as they tend
to do
and my life is turning into a zoo
tears fall hard
my head starts to pound
and all at once my heart hits the
ground
I dont know what i did to make you
think i cant do anything right
for lately it seems our hearts and
our dreams are as different as black
and white

I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me right
Cause I've drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side
Imagining I'm looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you're so far
Like a distant star
I'm wishing on tonight
Give my all for your love
Tonight

M is for Mysterious
A is for Articulate
R is for Rebellious
I is for Intense
A is for Abstract

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