it was such a long time ever since i blog again.well,my comp was kind of broke down that's why was unablt to use the internet to check mails and so on.but one thing ridicules me is that it can only allow me to go online.such a weird comp tt i have!
was completely busy recently.with the prefects' interview,guitar practices for mr choo and ms farah plus class rehearsal for teachers' day celeb.the performance to clebrate teachers' day for mr choo and ms farah was over so it was relieved.we didn't really do well honestly.but everything turned out to be quite okk...yah haha.
went for mass yesterday and aft that wanted to go to buy jie's pressie for her coming bdae but we ended up going to popular for like more than half an hr just to grap all the accessories and stuff cos we had a 15% voucher.just make a full use of it.
and this morning went for cat class as usual.but this time was with my guitar cos today we had to play for the kids to sing...yeah.just to entertain them.it wasn't bad at all...amazingly.managed to co-ordinate with ian, jac and everyone.and the kids seemed to enjoy the time too.
tmr will be mummy's birthday!yeah...i just feel like hugging her now.though it's still early but i just want to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU in advance in case i won't be able to blog tmr.God bless you in wadever that you do and thank you for always being the BEST friend as well as a BEST mother ever!love you!!
4 more weeks counting down to EOY!gosh!time passes super fast! hopefully i can get myself to be more attentive during class.for no reasons to it but i just get very distracted nowadays.sometimes i can't just concentrate and can't bring myself to be more serious...anyway,by hook or by crook i MUST do it at this point of time!aft next week will be sept hols and it doesn't seem to appear friendly at all.well,i think i'm rushing for time.3 tests and maybe the unpredictable ones are coming up next week.i bet that hws are also awaiting for the sept hols.

you will see me dead real soon!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DADDY!!! enjoy and don't worry about us today and not in the future.relax okie=)..you're just my undescribably wonderfully lovely dad in the world.lots of loves!!!
.went for rachel's bbq party yesterday.it was damn fun though the weather wasn't really good today.yeah many peoples were there including all my besties.sadly i could only stayed for like 1 or two hrs cos yeah..some ppl doesn't allow me to stay out late ALONE!..just piss me off whenever i'm talking abt this.anyway,aft leaving went to airport for dinner with my godma and her relatives.but i still missed the fun at pasir ris park there...
took really a lot of pics though i stayed for just a while.yeah.at least.anyway,just wanna thank rachel for inviting me there and i really had fun with you and everyone.and now,i want another party!haha..and provided that someone will not spoil the whole plan again...
went for class session today.back to my clique and i felt that we weren't quite really as bonded as last time.maybe it was cos we haven't been together for long..anyway,was slacking in class today cos it wasn't as what i expected...
and my day was just totally ruined by ****.i felt so annoyed and disgusted.yeah.just say wadever **wants.i just can't be bothered to listen anymore.i'm not stubborn but it's ** who makes me turn out behaving this way.all ** said is just..well..no comments.shan't drag on it.but i wasn't happy today.not at all.

rainy but humid day...
my life now feels so empty in school without natassia and natalie by my side...was made fun of being so childish in class today.haha cos i threw paper plane which was a letter written for a.sia during geog period.well,cos i was bored.
had 2 free periods today cos GY and Bio teachers never came.so there was this relief teacher came to our class to give the work.one horrible thing was tt she kept shouting and screaming at my class like we owe her sth in last life.she was like throwing her temper at us cos we were noisy when she wasn't there.banged the door as she walked out of the class and giving that kind of look.my first impression of her when she first stepped into the class wasn't good already.
anyway,i will just ignore her as i didn't do anything wrong or irritated her.so it's none of my business.having maths standard test tmr...must go and revise.i just dont wanna do bad for it this time.

today was ok...well,first day came back to sch,the holidays feeling is still there.no doubts.i finally had a good sleep last night though was quite scared at first cos of lightning and thunder.
received back accounts test today and it was not as well done as the others previously...but managed to pass.anyway,was kind of struck by wad mdm kee had said today..well,sth got to do with complacency.maybe she wasn't referring to me but the arrow was like hitting right at me.well,i won't bother about it so much.2 more weeks to study then we will have another week of hols aft teachers' day.
time seems to be so fast in this semester.exams will be here soon and it's time to start revising as it's not too late now.i don't want the same thing to happen like last semester.everything seemed to be so last minute.
ms wendy changed our class seating arrangment today again.sadly natassia was moved from the west to the east and natty was moved from the south to the north!..wow..wad a big change!now i'm left there alone with no one!..i won't see anyone behind me anymore.and there goes our most enjoyable moments in class!argh...i imagine wad it will be for the tmr and the next few weeks.was trying hard to convince her to move me to somewhere else as well.but she wanted me to STAY PUT THERE!some more she became so nice allows my row to join with the row on our right!...man...more disasters!but anyway,since she doesn't want to move me so i will just stick with my darling window!...im not going to join with anyone..
connie gave me a nickname today!and don't know how did she come out with the freakingly but cutely disgusting name-MONSTER!..wad the...monster maria.it doesn't in tune at all..and now everyone is starting to call me monster!heck!..do i even look like one?i dont bite i dont destroy and i dont harm anything and anyone!...anyway,still thinking of a nickname for her now.but for the time being,maybe will just stick with the name MAMMOTH!..haha
having cca later till 6:30...so tiring.monday is always a long-tiring day in the entire week.it is not the day that i have always looked forward to anymore...must put up with it.tomorrow will be a better day!

went for cat attachment this morning as usual.this week ian came and we were like err...finally he came la.mark asked if i could play guitar and some ppl were like so amazed by my 'hidden talents'...*coughs*..haha.and it was quite amazed to me that ian does play too.this coming thurs we may meet up to practise some songs for the kids' first holy communion rehearsal.well,today the kids were as noisy as ever.esp. that justin wong and patrick.everytime fight.see this little cute boy and he was kind of shy and afraid of me...haha.i feel like a big sis!no..a truly teacher!aft class we went home and waited to go for 12:15 mass.
talking abt mass today.feel damn pissed with some ppl now.i already told her yesterday that i wasn't sure which mass i was going to attend.i only found out like this morning that i'm going to 1215 mass so immediately i msg to tell her cos i know she wont get up so early to go for 1030 mass.and then abt 250 she replied me and wad stupid excuses did she give me?just bcos she had to pack her things for her coming overseas trip till 2am tt's why she couldn't wake up.and she makes it like it's all my fault for not telling her earlier!wad shit is this?already told her tt i really dont know.and she thinks tt i know wad the hell she was doing all along?she even has no time management at all and then now she turned around and blame me for everything.fine la.it's all my fault!happy?!so wad if she's the elder?does that mean everything she thinks it's not her fault is my fault?!forget it.i dont need her to do anything for me anymore.i no longer be bothered with her so just forget it.i wont ask much.she's going to leave soon anyway.
spoilt my day just becos of her inconsiderate words!i just wish her to leave this place as soon as possible for my own peace!

went for tuition today though i went for it yesterday as well.so this week had tuition twice.argh!!!yeah.thought that she would end early as she said so but in the end it ended at around 12 or 12 plus.
wanted to go out with natassia aft tuition but in the end she couldn't make it so i was like roaming around all by myself.luckily jac was there to accompany me or else i wouldn't know what to do.i know sometimes i will be left in situations like this,the time when no one is available for me or when i need them,they won't be free.it's the time when i have to face loneliness and i really feel lost at that moment.well,no one cares either...
anyway,big bug,i know you didn't say it intentionally but you didn't know that actually i felt hurt.anyway,i 've thought it through and decided to forget abt wad happened today.so tt means you didn't do any harm to me.don't worry=)friendship does mean a lot to me but sometimes if it's beyond my control then i will have to let it go.but as i long as i really concern,i won't give up easily.
i'm not upset about your turning down my invitation.it's kind of last min so i dont blame you.it's ok.we still have plenty of time to go out one day and have a good treat for you=).haha...yes!i'm talking abt you big bug! aka mdm tan=))
by the way...HAPPY LOVELY 15TH BIRTHDAY, MELISSA!!!you're one year older!study hard and play hard okie!fun to be around with you=))

today was a fabulous day!though i was feeling quite tired.went for tuition this morning and then went to tp to help out till late evening.anyway,my day was paid off!
catched RUSH HOUR 3 with my family at night.we wanted to watch 881 then my godma changed her mind aft that.but no regrets for rush hour3.it was funny and sometimes 'heart-attacking'...haha.see that guy?CHRIS TUCKER...he was damn funny and drama.one more thing about him: he's a 'hot babe-hunter'.i proudly recommend you this movie!must watch it!now i wanna watch the coming out soon- LICENSE TO WED!..hope that i will have another chance to catch this one.
this was one of the soundtracks in RUSH HOUR3

today is SINGAPORE'S 42ND BIRTHDAY!!!im most looking forward to the parade this evening.hopefully i can catch it tonight cos i may be going out later on.
went to church this morning for mass and didn't expect the rain would be so heavy this morning.fortunately it stopped raining before the kids' carnival was launched.
didn't stay for the whole event but managed to play some games and won some prizes.met jer there unexpectedly.i stayed for one hour plus and there were very few kids at that time.this year carnival wasn't really as fun as last year.and i'm not going to come for this next yr certainly.
hopefully i won't have to go for chinese tuition tmr.but the possibility is very slim.anyway,shall not bother about wad's going to happen tmr.enjoy today to the fullest first.
to big bug tee:"You know what,sometimes you guys can really make me confused.i know that you will not understand what im talking abt now but someday you will be able to know and understand the truth.it's just not the right time for you to know now..sorry."

The sports' carnival today was GREAT! i enjoyed myself like never had before.this year was so much more fun than last year with natassia,natty,jas and many more ppl from my class.although this year had to do and be in charge of more things for prefects than last year but i still think that i had so much FUN today!
this morning reported to tampines stadium at 6:45 to fall in and we thought that there would be another last rehearsal for the actual ceremony.but it ended up that there wasn't any.so we just stood there like for more than half an hr just to get ready.I was glad that i did it quite well this morning.only the last part when we were going to stop that time,i stopped one step earlier.anyway,overall it wasn't that bad=)
the human wheel was FABULOUSLY FUN!..i fell down half way cos was too excited to keep moving.rainie dropped her shoe half way and all the rest of us were screaming and shouting all the way...it was a BIG FUN!
kept running about under the sun today to support my class and ppl from green house.in the end nat brought the first prize for 100m run for the class and green hse.'United we move' ppl frm my class came in 3rd!..haha..anyway,though we didn't really achieve much and we had HAD so much fun the end of the day!
went out with jac and her senior aft the whole event.we walked to tm from tampines stadium and walked to century square to get the thing that i wanted,but it wasn't those soft toys in the pics above!we couldn't manage to get a seat neither from mcDonald's nor LongJohn Silver cos it was so crowded,seemed like today everyone have holiday already.and the majority of the population that you can see there came from sac!
it was such a fun but tiring when we got home.walked for more than 3 hrs.tomorrow will be NATIONAL DAY with a packed plan for me.going church,going out ...the list goes on...

how should i describe today?it wasn't really good neither it was perfect..
received back progress card just now.i won't say it's really good but this time i managed to pass chinese.woah..gotta work harder though cos it was just a borderline pass.anyway,my maths and eng grades are dropping and that's a warning.ms wendy gave us a lecture for the whole period and it was like....errr...threatening..open my students' companion and realised that there're still 7 more weeks to EOY exams...it's when the stress and pressure will take their place.
imagine?we did 3 tests today.chinese std test,phy spot test and accounts class test.as usual,chinese letter writing and i was figuring my way out to understand what they were talking about.phy and acc tests were manageable but it won't be 100% perfect...
after tomorrow and it will be the sports' carnival and Singapore's birthday.yeah...i'm most looking forward to wednesday.going out with jac aft sports' carnival.
went for mass yesterday again last weekend.well,it was children's mass but i didn't intentionally come.RG sang for mass that's why i came just to enjoy the music.their band ROCKS!WOW!
later on will have to rehearse full-dress marching with sjab and girl guides.it will be the last rehearsal i guess...
sis is going overseas soon.yeah and we have another few weeks to be together...anyway,sometimes i wonder what does sisterhood mean?...and i can't find the exact answer for it...did i really have a very good relationship with her?were we happy together?and all i get for all these questions were just a simple question mark..never ending question mark...

another week has passed and today was not a very good day.had chinese tuition aft that roamed around bedok central with jac.we didn't want to do that but then...yeah anyway.going for mass later and i'm instructed to stay back in church for some reasons.anyway.there goes my saturday doing unnecessary things which are not in my plan at all.
shall not look back at what happened today.next week would be better i hope.this coming monday will be the last full-dress rehearsal for the marching on wed.hopefully everything will be fine.was searching for names which would make my confirmation name for nxt year.i know it's early but i can't wait..
i'm waiting in hope for some miracles to happen this month and i really do pray hard for it to come true.this feeling is really bad...i'm lazy to post already...not in very good mood that's
why.

today was great!had a time laughing in class till my stomach was gonna burst.went to hide natassia's bag in the box under teacher's table.and i could really pretend that i didn't know anything about it..to natassia:"Haha too bad cos i can lie well unlike you.don't be jealous=)who ask you went to hide my pencil case.i thought there would be really a missing case in our class lol...scare me!anyway,i do enjoy hiding things from you.see your face will just make me laugh"...
was laughing non-stop during chinese tutorial today as well.just can't help laughing at my chinese teacher.she's just funny and yah..thanks to connie.i was kind of embarrass myself just now.the atmosphere was better like this actually,makes the lesson more interesting or else i would just fall asleep there.and the teacher was also having fun with us till she's so happy to let us off early today.
just love today.so much fun in school and so on...next week will have a long hols cos it's NATIONAL DAY!!!...hope tt i will be allowed to come for melissa's chalet...and i must make sure that i'm gonna roam around at those shopping centres next week!i'm just craving for shopping now!!
marching training is still on tomorrow.must get all the movements right and PERFECT!!!argh...i doubt i can do it.anyway...slowly then i realised tt i do enjoy every minute of it.the actual day will be next wed.no choice...

YOU'VE MADE MY DAY...

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were

And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me

I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me right
Cause I've drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side
Imagining I'm looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you're so far
Like a distant star
I'm wishing on tonight
Give my all for your love
Tonight

M is for Mysterious
A is for Articulate
R is for Rebellious
I is for Intense
A is for Abstract

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