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Sunday, April 22, 2007
Today was a hot day.and many ppl were feeling emo then.lucky im not very emo today.or else i would be in a bad mood today which i dont want.wanted to go for 3:00mass in the afternoon cos claire chan is getting confirmed but sadly i decided not to go.but anyway, CONGRATS TO YOU ORANGUTAN=)be holier okie.haha..well, tomorrow will be modern dance's and choir's syf day.wishing all of you all the best for it.you all can do it.believe that you all can make things possible ok.jia you=)we can do our school proud.esp mrs loh.

Talking about Mrs Loh.had a farewell ceremony for her last fri.the very last time get to see her and hear her voice though.sac will miss you badly, Mrs Loh.may God continue to hold you tight in his hand and keep you safe.i believe you will be fine=)

Let's talk about another topic.i dont wanna get so emo now.today is the second last session of catechism class.we continued watching Mother Teresa's life(well, i think i spelled her name wrongly...) and discussed about the service attachment.i chose to teach the primary classes.hopefully there will still be slots for me.but i still have to think about it again.

Yeah.didnt have much homework to do this weekend but gotta study for exams.argh...why must time pass so quickly??can someone like stop the time and not to let it run wild??oh wells...im talking nonsense now.im going to spend most of my time on revision and on the head girl campaigning this coming new week.guess who will be the head girl this year?the answer is going to be indecisive cos there are many potential heads this year.and i think the campaigning is going to be tough.anyway,we will just work hard for our council.it's ok if oli is not the head or vice head.everything will be settled in short time.

I dont think i will have time to blog for the next few days.maybe after exams will make it up.man...after exams i will be free!!!yes!shall go and enjoy myself then.okay.all i have to do now is to concentrate on my studies!

miss you badly

Thursday, April 19, 2007
SACGE GETS GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!!!
Congratulations for everyone in the ensemble as well as for myself!we have worked hard and this is what we deserve today!BE PROUD OF IT!after weeks of depression, stress, unhappiness and weeks of hard works, we have got what we wanted!yeah that's GOLD WITH HONOURS is ours!!haha...everybody was cheering with tears!i couldn't control my tears either!well, they're tears of happiness!we shouldn't hold it back.this morning we were nervous for everything but thanks to Ms Chua, Ms Tan, Ms Loh and Mr Choo, who have given us the support and who have put their trust in us.Well, and our dear new principal too.She has spared her precious time to be there and support us.Many thanks to many people out there too=)Yeah, and congratulations to TPJC and ACJC as well=)we all have made it!went to tm for lunch after that with qing hua, justina and bridget.i enjoyed my lunch then=)yeah!!!

Got back my progress card today as well and it was another good news!i passed all the subjects except for chinese which i failed by 10%..as usual...gotta work harder!although i passed the rest of the subjects but my grades seem to drop....oh no...have to catch up and work even harder during this period!anyway, im going to start my revision today.there are tonnes of things to study and memorize!since there's no more cca now im going to spend my time sutdying lol...well, it sounds like im so studious but actually im not.cos it's EXAM!!!and i have no choice but to study.cant slack.haha=)yay!im in very good mood today=)

miss you badly

Tuesday, April 17, 2007
yeah..im back today after few days of stress..well, did my 5items test today and yeah, it was not bad...failed one but it's ok..no big deal.havent known my 2.4 result yet, probably will get it on friday.
Today was quite good.concentrated in class better than yesterday.i was actually slacking during my chinese lesson today again but i didnt do nothing ok..was doing my maths homework b'cos i didnt want to bring the maths textbook home...
anyway, tonight i can have more time for my ss and accounts projects.and also have more time to practise my syf pieces..i dont want to disappoint myself as well as the people around me...just sacrifice more during this period of time,after thursday everything will be better.i hope...
we celebrated jan's early birthday after school today with the seniors' council.well, it was fun but sadly i didnt have a chance to eat the cake=(..was rushing for my 5items test...I had fun time with them for a moment though...yeah...
i think the hand phone network got something wrong...it took like hours for the msg to reach its destination...feel so annoyed.BUT it's working now...yay...haha..i feel very hyper now...
this is the second week count down to mid-year exams...i somehow feel quite panicked cos i havent even started my revision for any subjects yet!...after syf im going to spend my time to study already.MY STUDIES WILL COME FIRST AFTER SYF!!!okiee..should take it easy..dont be afraid!
yesterday i thought i was going to break down but lucky i got hold of it...and thanks for someone was there in time to rescue me and bring me out of the trap..who's that someone im talking abt??...well...but dont worry, im pretty fine now.this morning was managing well cos i had good sleep last night=)
im having geog test this fri and i HAVE to study before my syf day no matter what..scared after syf i would not be in the mood for studying...oh one more thing...i was quite pissed with my juniors this morning.had a complain from senior b'cos of them.and it was about the patrolling duty..i was partly at fault too cos i didnt really tell the prefects on duty in details about what they have to do...so thanks for making me realise about something wrong before it's too late...

Since im here, im going to tell all the juniors out there if anyone of you all read this.i expect you all to be MORE SERIOUS in doing your duty.BEING A PREFECT IS NOT ABOUT STATUS!it's all about your RESPONSIBILITY and your WILLINGNESS to carry out your duty properly!so when you're supposed to go for patrolling...make sure that you do it well and dont take it as you like it then you do it.that's not an attitude i want.
if you're not happy, say it straight to my face seriously.dont give me that kind of attitude of yours and take your duty for fun.i want you all to make sure that you're serious about doing your duty by being firm when you ask people to leave the class.and make sure that they dont return to their class when you all leave.if you're afraid of them,then what for you become a prefect?and they are not supposed to be scared of.
after saying all these, i hope you all will think about your attitude towards being a prefect and improve on it cos i dont wanna get pissed and have to scold you all one day.i dont feel good scolding people on little things all the time.

miss you badly

Sunday, April 15, 2007
hey!im back again=)well, i was extremely busy this weekend!tonnes of projects and things to do since SYF is near!THIS COMING THURSDAY!!!!feeling like breaking down now, everything just happens at one shot,and im left here speechless and lost.dont know what to do.
this morning wasnt good either.got scolding from someone* early in the morning cos i wanna go out for meeting with the council.actually i predicted that my request would be denied but anyway, it's over, no point talking about it now.what i can do now is concentrating on my projects and complete them soon.argh!!!!where's my freedom?havent got to enjoy myself and rest after yesterday 2.4 yet!and guess what..my number tag was 1719...nice??haha...there are some significance behind it anyway.someone will understand this...haha=)
after the 2.4, im feeling so uncomfortable now.my thigh muscles are aching, and even my stomach muscles are also feeling painful every time i cough...probably because last week i did the sit-ups.
my whole Saturday was occupied and my schedule was totally packed this week!the campaigning for head girl will be starting next week,and well...there are lots of stuff for me and my council to do.
let's talk about my weekend.though i was busy but i got a chance to talk to you then=)it's like i gain my energy and power when i talk to you.you brighten up my day and wash away the worries in my mind.thanks for sparing your time for me.
Yesterday performance at acjc wasnt that bad.nat and michelle came to watch us and gave feedbacks.thanks darlings=)shall give you two a treat one day=)i managed well with my gown...haha..it's like my first time to wear such clothes in public...but amazingly i didnt feel shy at all,maybe it's because everyone wore the same thing as me...haha.the gown isnt that bad as some ppl think.and i feel comfortable in it though sometimes got difficulties walking up and down the stairs.
im going to be very busy for the next few days again.after Thursday,i will take a rest and relax a bit before get back to my studies.MYE is coming soon!!!man...next week will get back my progress card.hopefully my grades will remain the same,or improve.not drop!or else i will get scolding....!!!
just now went to my godsister's company for this organ check-up...and i didnt expect that my heart is like functioning quite weakly but it's not that seriously weak yet!...i was worried at first but im ok now...gotta take better care of myself.what he said was true,every time after running or exercising,i will have some problems of breathing like having short breath..lucky i knew about this just after my 2.4,or else i would be so scared and would not push myself to run.anyway,this matter is not very serious so no worries.i gotta go and do my project now.
=)

miss you badly

Thursday, April 12, 2007
Today was great!i enjoyed myself in school today though i was quite sleepy and tired.had meeting with the council this morning and found out that there are many things to do since the head girl campaign is coming...weee..i know it can be tough sometimes but i have to face it up since i chose to take this path.
anyway...RE lesson wasn't that bad today.i think it was the best RE lesson so far as i didnt feel sleepy at all!..haha.ms tan let us watch the slides about this abortion of a girl. surprisingly, this girl name is MARIA!!...my whole class was laughing and teasing me..the slides were about her life in her mother's womb, then as time flies, she's growing up slowly in the womb till December.i was kind of excited to know when the girl is born and hoping that it won't be on the same day as my bdae, or else i would burst out laughing in amaze...but sadly, when it was 28 dec, her mother aborted her and my friends were like ohhh...so poor thing....i think the slides today have left a great impact on me...sometimes i wonder that how could the parents do such thing to their own child...and how irresponsible they can be.anyway, we cant blame them after all, everything has a reason.
Let's talk about bio lesson today, mr hamzah actually lightened up the whole lesson and woke everyone of us up from our sleep...haha..sounds pathetic. He made the whole class stand up and do some stretching conducted by him...well, it was quite retarded but we were actually awake after that...
tomorrow we will have a farewell for all the graduating seniors in cca, it seems to be so fast ...i dont want you all to leave=( anyway...i'll be home late tomorrow again..gotta practise hard for syf!!!today was a wet day lol...boarded the bus after tutorial to go for tuition but in the end it was cancelled!waste my time to go all the way there and get myself so wet!so this week i wont be able to go for tuition!yay=)
....im going to drink lots of water this week for all i care!cos of that 2.4!im going to push myself to run no matter what!i dont want to fail this 2.4!jia you!haha..feel quite hyper today la...i got 19/25 for my maths standard test!quite happy but it's not very good after all, gotta work harder and score better next time!Rest well today and tomorrow will be another new day!!!

miss you badly

Wednesday, April 11, 2007
it has been long since i blog again.Yeah, many things had happened!The happiness, sadness and also surprises!haha..one news that i didn't expect at all, and it actually came true though!i feel like i have achieved much beyond my expectation for myself.it can be so unbelievable at time.

anyway, now then i learn that sometimes i have to believe that miracles will happen and i can make dreams come true. i shouldn't have doubted myself too much. if i dont trust my own self, no one is gonna trust it too. im my greatest supported after all=)

sometimes we must set high expectation for ourselves but when we cant make it or when things do not come our way, just take it right and let it go. Time will heal all wounds.Thank you for being my advisor and my supporter through out. and also thanks for trusting me and setting my heart at ease.

SYF is coming soon and all i have to do now is to concentrate on it. never allow my emotions to get involved into things that it's not supposed to. sac ge must get GOLD WITH HONOURS! no matter what! we will make it if we believe in ourselves and work hard! i have already achieved some of my aims for this year and im happy with what i have done.after syf must concentrate on my studies!all the best!

miss you badly

MY ALL
I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me right
Cause I've drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side
Imagining I'm looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you're so far
Like a distant star
I'm wishing on tonight
Give my all for your love
Tonight

MARIA
M is for Mysterious
A is for Articulate
R is for Rebellious
I is for Intense
A is for Abstract

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