YOURS. - endlessly

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY TO NATTY AND DAN!!! WE'RE FINALLY 15 TOGETHER NOW!

haha...
have fun always girls!

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HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!

woohoo,finally reached 15 so yea no one can find excuses to say i'm still 14 and younger than them!...haha i'm just feeling like a real BIG GIRL now.i still remember vividly that when i was around 5 or 6, my big sister was like 15 and i was kinda jealous with her for practically everything.like she can get to go out with friends, then she can get to wear nice clothes and i wanted my hair to grow as long as hers.and now i'm finally 15, my hair is considered long,i have clothes that i want most of them yea.but going out??well..it doesn't really come true..haha well i don't care.i'm already 15 and i feel like i'm really a grown-up and yea...i think 15 is cool! woohoo.i wanna be hyper and daring.do sth different for this year before im turning 16..then must be more gentle and yea lady-like...anyway,nothing special happened today.all i did was staying at home watching tv and do chores...well.but im going out with all my girlfriends tmr and it's gonna pretty fun!

p.s: love you guys! it was a pretty surprised calls and messages from you all. thanks a lot...i'm touched.haha=)

hyper-and-daring 15!

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MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE! HAVE FUN AND STAY SAFE! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NATASSIA! YOU'RE FINALLY 15! I'LL CATCH UP WITH YOU TWO DAYS LATER!..HAHA.LOVES BESTIE!!

outside Starbucks at ONE FULLERTON

The Fullerton Hotel

CHRISTMAS!

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these cribs were taken in church.they were done from various neighborhood groups from olps.yea first time they have this kind of competition and i think it was quite interesting.at least they somehow created that atmosphere of christmas and all.well.my christmas this yea would be the most miserable one ever.don't wanna talk about it.anyway,i shall just leave it aside and yea somehow try my best to enjoy this coming christmas.anyway,i'm gonna change my number real soon and this really pisses me off.well,again,i'm sorry,recently i just seem to be unable to control my emotions.hate it.i can't wait for school to re-open and everything will be back to normal.and now i just wanna wish everyone a MERRY CHRISTMAS with love and joy.yea don't be like me.and don't worry about me.i will manage it myself.okay?!

modern crib!

HDB flats!

part of the crib!

i think this is cute and creative=D

it's hand-knitted

i think this one is the nicest

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wad's going on right now?
why does everything seem to be in such a big mess?
did i create it, or is it someone else?
well though i know it will happen sooner or later but why now?
well i wonder if they have even spared a thought for me,
though they act as if they do care.
but i know they don't understand a single thing.
trying to stop me from doing the things i want to
it's just like killing and destroying all my dreams and wishes away.
why can't i have my own dreams?
i know i have to face reality but can they even give me a little space
just a little space for my dreams to stay?
no going out, no promises nothing
i just feel like being shut down behind this wall
that i can't reach to the outside
it's miserable you know.
people say christmas is the time for love and romance and reunion
but i think it's all wrong.
damn wrong.
this year is the worst christmas i'm gonna have.
can't even spend time with my friends on my bdae.
it's just so bitter whenever i think about it.
well,i HATE this feeling
of being tied down and given no space to breathe.
the feeling of being lonely.
'cos i can't accept to be alone.especially when it's christmas.
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!
i wanna run away,
to a place where i don't have to face all these
and having this kind of feeling
'cos it seriously sucks...

i'm furious
i'm unhappy
i regretted
i'm jealous
i'm worried
i'm losing my faith
and drifting away...

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just a quick update cos i don't really have time now.apologize for that.just came back from sec1 orientation and am pretty tired.3 more days to Christmas and i really can't wait for the excitement anymore.recently there were quite many things happened and well maybe it's just a test for us to go thru. and i know it's gonna be real hard and challenging.my only wish now is that we can pull through this together and yea take things easy.i believe everything will just be fine for us.
anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CONSMAMMOTH! KEEP THAT SMILE AND STAY CHEERFUL ALWAYS! LOVES FROM MONSTER! HAHAS.

-worried-confused-upset-disappointed-scared-

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smile just to make the day brighter

yea you can tell that i'm exhausted!

had a long and tiring evening yesterday.were trying to look for for the christmas tree in the storeroom with my godma and godsis.i realized the storeroom was in a big mess only when we finished packing it and threw away tonnes of stuff! and the christmas tree was finally found! woohoo! at least having a christmas tree in the hse will give the atmosphere more into christmas..well, after this week and another week to go then christmas will be here and i haven't even gotten all the pressie done yet.but anyway, already had in mind what to wear on christmas eve night and christmas night itself!...haha i can't wait for those days to come and doll myself up! i just love to be in the mood so much! feeling super hyper now! can someone like stop me from going high? (laughs)

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sit back and enjoy these enchanted sountrack! they're wonderful! i just love 'em all

So close

True love's kiss

That's how you know

Ever ever after

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i wanna go out on christmas night!!!! yea BADLY!! i wanna go orchard road and i wanna be in christmas mood! i don't want to spend my christmas night at home.never.it's a kind of feeling i hate. it's like i want to be in the mood and have fun then something will happen and spoil it. and even the people around me don't seem to care and yea...they are just like not a bit in the mood for it. i am seriously feeling a bit down and disappointed.i want to make this christmas somehow different and special but i guess i won't be able to accomplish my plan...hate it.ARGH! oh wells.now i'm just praying hard and hoping that things won't happen as what i think.maybe there's a little surprise for me?? maybe santa claus will grant my wish?...

(i'm dreaming)

p.s: those pics were taken in the priests' office.and this whole entire crib was done by fr. augustine tay!

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changed my blogskin today.just feel like being in a christmas mood soon now.i really can't wait for it to come.christmas with family,with friends and a special person.well i really hope i can spend the christmas night roaming around the city and have a great time.i don't wanna stay at home.i want to make this christmas special.yea the 4th christmas away from home.but anyway,i will still surely have good time and enjoy myself...well,somehow..i guess. P.S I LOVE YOU movie is coming out on the 27th dec!! my birthday!! is anyone willing to bring me out??...i really want to watch the movie.it's my favourite story book and didn't expect they will make it as a movie.i'm feeling curious...

11 days counting down to CONS MAMMOTH'S BDAE!
14 days counting down to CHRISTMAS EVE!
15 days counting down to CHRISTMAS and NATASSIA'S BDAE!
17 days counting down to 27DEC!!!
18 days counting down to NATALIE'S and DANIELLE'S BDAEs!

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i'm pissed
i'm unhappy
i'm lonely
i'm uncontented
i'm feeling regretted
i'm angry with myself
i'm guilty
i'm ignorant
i'm imperfect.
my head is spinning
and the world is upside down now.
pls save me and brighten up my life
i really need you.

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was doing my maths homework yesterday but yea...still slacking during the process.and i haven't completed it...sighs.went out for council outing yesterday and was caught in the rain.we didn't discussed about anything much and because of the rain.we got stuck and only did a few rounds at bedok central...anyway.the rain made me feel super emo as usual.when i came back home yesterday,had a good sleep from 5pm till 7+...was pretty tired and sleepy.i don't have much time to blog now so gotta go...can't wait for christmas! argh!

p.s: the rain will always remind me of you...

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Every Bit of Your Love

by Bob Reynolds

Every bit of your love
Brings warmth to my heart.
Because you are someone special,
I knew it from the start.

You give me a reason
The joy of each day.
Waking up each morning
Without a delay.

I think of what you might be doing
As early as it might be.
The sun shining through
The branches of a tree.

Reaching my window
The light seems so bright.
Bringing life to the flowers
Breaking the night.

My thoughts start wandering
As they often do.
But most of my thoughts
Are centered on you.

I think about the future,
And what it will be.
Me holding you,
And you holding me.

Hand in hand,
No matter the weather.
Our love will shine
As we face life together.

This is the way
Our life will be.
The roots are planted,
And growing like a tree.

The only way to go
Is up and out,
I love you very much,
There is no doubt.

So I’ll keep watering this tree,
A plant of love.
It will keep growing,
High and above.

So, I’ll finish my thoughts
And finish this poem.
Thinking each morning,
You’re one day closer to me.

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just came back from bugis.had a great time out today after 2 weeks...i was hoping for time not to pass so fast but anyway...i just enjoyed these moments and I'M LOVIN' IT!...hahas.managed to bye 2 shawls for jac and for my dress.well,just getting prepared for christmas.can't wait for it.WOOOH!...feeling kinda high now.
i just got those pics below from lynn , my camp instructors.those pics were from MOE camp last wed.yea the great and happy experiences and moments i had with everyone=)

p.s: you're are the little joy that makes me smile and i love you.

we ROCK!

this was the funniest shot!...don't you laugh at me!

see those two red 'friends' in front?they're our very friendly instructors!

OOMPA LOOMPA(s)!!!

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