another disaster is my chinese.well,F9 again.and im going to see black faces from ppl.like...yah why i never work hard and study hard for chinese??it's for my own good in benefits me in the future.what can i do now?i have already given my best.you cant totally blame me.why dont you just give some encouraging compliments cos i have done well for other subjects?!why dont you see another side of it?why cant you stop comparing my grades with other ppl?if i didnt put my best in chinese,i wouldnt care about going for tuitions to see some ppl i dont like.i wouldnt care to complete all my homeworks and i wouldnt have passed my chinese compo.you know how happy i was when i know that at least my compo for the first time?well...i dont wanna talk much now.it's no use to go on like this.i dont wanna care what you think about me.cos i have given my best shot and you dont have the right to criticize whatever i have done!
scored unbelievably well for bio and phy,it was kind of unexpected lol.i also didnt expect that i would hit my targets.hahah...anyway,all my efforts didnt go down to drains.got improvements for ss too.wah..it's like a miracle happened to me.good grades for sciences and humanities have made up for my depressing maths and chinese.haha..waiting for report book to come now then will that time i will have to face the music.
last monday was damn pissed off with the sec 1 juniors!cos they cant shut their mouths up at the right time.talk and talk and talk.stop for one minute will die is it?one day if i cant ta han then you all will get it.challenging my tolerance huh?so far i enjoyed myself during cca.however there are some exceptional ppl who always spoil other ppl's mood...wadever!shall stop complaining now.
i was kind of xin tong when seeing many ppl crying yesterday.well,they were not happy with their grades.i cant help much but just lend a listening ears.whatever you do,just rememember that you have done your best no matter what other says and be proud of it.if it's not up to satisfaction,just cry out and be sad but forget about it the very next day.remember to work harder because there are always opportunities for you in life to prove you real ability.JIA YOU=)
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