again in front of the comp right now..yeah past few days i was kind of busy and lazy to post.this sunday i will be back in singapore.time flies.and all my homework not done yet!...one week passed and i found myself happy enjoying here=))
and i wanna say a very big HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JACLYN AND TIFFANY=))YOU BOTH ARE THE BIRTHDAY GIRLS TODAY!ALWAYS STAY HAPPY AND GOD BLESS ALWAYS=))
heard that many things happened in s'pore.yeah my little wife is sick.and my best friend is kind of troubled now...well..i feel hopeless as well.to best friend(a.sia):"Cheer up ok,everything has its solution.dont run away from problems.just face it strongly and then you will grow from it.anything just email me.i will give my best to help la." to my little wife:"hey darling, take care of yourself okie.dont strain yourself too much=)).get well soon!"
i hope time will stop for a while so that i can have more time here.i'd like to be back in s'pore as well but somehow this place has left me many memories that i can't forget.sometimes i wonder why do i act strong and firm when actually i dont feel the same inside.that's so confusing.sometimes i dont even understand myself either.i feel indecisive when my heart has to make its decisions but...
anyway,hope that everything will just get back to normal and i will have to let nature takes its course.won't fret over it too much.yeah...
to me friendship is like more precious than **** relationship.tt's why i dont want to ruin it cos of my feelings...argh...realised that sometimes im just making the situation to be more difficult than the way it should be.i just complicate it.for no reasons...and sometimes i dont want it to be this way either.anyway...many ppl are leaving this period and im just feeling uneasy.
speechless now...
miss you badly