woke up late today cos i slept at about 12 last night.the latest time i ever stayed up before.no reason for it..but i don't feel good today.well,my mood is totally spoiled because of some matters again.and this question just cant stop go round my mind...why do adults think that they're always right??
it's so unreasonable.the adults just want things to be done in their own ways.they just don't care how i feel and what i'm thinking.what do they actually think about me?i'm also human being you know.i do have my own view and my own right to speak up.but why do they always not give me the chance to talk?
it's just too complicated in the adults' life.and they're just too little too selfish.they want everything to be the way they plan and so on.what do you think i am?a puppet?
sometimes i just feel it's like no future and no peace to be controlled by adults.argh!!!no freedom at all.it's like they're just using me to please themselves and other ppl.they're just giving me a headache.seriously.heck!
and one more thing..well i really dislike ppl who smoke.yeah..but i have no choice cos my dad smokes.tt's one thing i don't like about him.cos he never keeps his promise to me.he said he will quit smoking but then.he seems unable to kick the bad habit.useless...i just can't stand their smell and the smoke.it's too far too unbearable.hopefully my boyfriend in the future does not have the habit of smoking for goodness sake.
anyway,my mood is simply destroyed by some ppl and i hope that i can forget it soon and bring back my normal mood for the rest of the day.
-complicated-
miss you badly