tuition today wasn't that bad.but i don't say that it's fun either.long time never see lao shi.but i dont wish to see her like everyday too.haha...talked to her abt natassia today and she can actually remember HUI YI lol...so are you happy natassia??yeah she remembers you!..haha.didn't expect that you were once her student too!
im not going for mass today.going for the 1030 aft my cat class.then aft go home,have lunch,get changed and go for dim sum dollies!!so excited!!ifeel much better today compared to yesterday.really had no more energy lol.but aft one night's sleep,i've been fully charged now=))
this morning when was on my way to tuition,i finally sent a msg to tt person aft one week since we met during the youth thing last sat.i have this feeling that is quite bad and disheartening but dont wanna care abt it much so im forcing myself to forget and ignore it.i shouldn't start talking to you again...though i dont wanna do that..
anyways, there're still many thing awaiting me so i shall spend my time on them.this will also help me to quickly forget abt what had happened recently...yeah.think of it will make me more miserable..i know it's time for me to let go.grieve over it won't make any difference or bring her back to me.she's gone somewhere far frm here without saying good bye...disappointment's still there in my head..
-BIG GIRLS DON'T CRY-
miss you badly