things just can't be the way i expect them to be.
im willing to help you but there's still a limit to it 'cos
i need time for myself as well,
i need a space for myself to do the things that i want to do.
when i refuse to help you,you get upset because of me
i feel tired and i have no idea why
you can't be understanding
when you said that you yourself feel disappointed of
the things that i've done.
well,why can't you look at another side of it?
i know sometimes i can be quite ignorant and all
but do you even know when...
there are times i have my own problems but
i just dont want to let anyone knows.
'cos they have their own problems too.
when i want to forget things
but it's just too hard for me to do so.
when things happen between us
i tried my best to find the cause,
i kept thinking where i went wrong
but sometimes i wonder if
the problems lie with you?
well,i dont want to push the blame around
will just have to take it upon myself but
who knows the whole story behind it?
i apologized so that things would be better
but i doubt it wont help over time.
well,im clueless and aimless.
i dont know what else i could do to get a way out.
so it's just that im not good 'cos i refused to help...
well,maybe that's true.im sorry
...the decision now depends on you.
im speechless and powerless...
miss you badly