well, im feeling useless and such a great loser now.who says achieving the best results means you've got everything?i get this but i lose something else that really hard to think of.in life there's gain and there's loss but this was not what i expected that i would have lost.you mean a lot to me but i guess it's time we will have to let go.i tried all ways i can to make you stay but it seems to have turn out differently.i feel such a great loser cos though i can handle other things properly but this is the very first thing that was messed by me.it was not intentionally,i really want to salvage this friendship but it has gone beyond my control.i guess it's time to move on.i used to help others to stand up and i think this time i've gotta help myself to get over this big fall.you know this fall really hurts and i doubt if my heart can be healed.well,it takes time.i don't wanna let go but i think i have been trying too hard.i should have given you and myself time.anyway,thanks for the sweet memories and lovely time we've had together for the past year.i regret for taking things for granted and now it's too late for me to say sorry.but i thank you for making me to realize my mistake although i can't undo things that have been done.now only know to treasure whatever is left behind...they are the most beautiful things that ever happened when we were best friends.i have learnt to treasure more cos i can't afford to lose anything else anymore.i already lost my best friend.
i hope life will move on for you and you will soon find another better person to replace my place in your heart.but remember that deep down in my heart there are still all the sweet memories that will never vanish.
i hope life will move on for you and you will soon find another better person to replace my place in your heart.but remember that deep down in my heart there are still all the sweet memories that will never vanish.
miss you badly