wad's going on right now?
why does everything seem to be in such a big mess?
did i create it, or is it someone else?
well though i know it will happen sooner or later but why now?
well i wonder if they have even spared a thought for me,
though they act as if they do care.
but i know they don't understand a single thing.
trying to stop me from doing the things i want to
it's just like killing and destroying all my dreams and wishes away.
why can't i have my own dreams?
i know i have to face reality but can they even give me a little space
just a little space for my dreams to stay?
no going out, no promises nothing
i just feel like being shut down behind this wall
that i can't reach to the outside
it's miserable you know.
people say christmas is the time for love and romance and reunion
but i think it's all wrong.
damn wrong.
this year is the worst christmas i'm gonna have.
can't even spend time with my friends on my bdae.
it's just so bitter whenever i think about it.
well,i HATE this feeling
of being tied down and given no space to breathe.
the feeling of being lonely.
'cos i can't accept to be alone.especially when it's christmas.
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!
i wanna run away,
to a place where i don't have to face all these
and having this kind of feeling
'cos it seriously sucks...

I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me right
Cause I've drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side
Imagining I'm looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you're so far
Like a distant star
I'm wishing on tonight
Give my all for your love
Tonight

M is for Mysterious
A is for Articulate
R is for Rebellious
I is for Intense
A is for Abstract

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