i've just somehow done with my homeworks which are supposed to be due by tmr.well im stuck with chinese.dont even have a clue of how to do it.big S! the past week was really fast and there were many things happened.well,i did something which was really horrible.i must say that i screwed things up and well,almost broke someone's heart and ruin everything.but thank goodness everything was well solved,but somehow i have this feeling that some certain things had changed and it can be the same anymore.
i was broken-hearted i thought though i knew i hurt somebody.i dont even know what has been going thru my mind.it seems as if i can't even differentiate what's i should do and should prioritize right now.things are getting complicated.i wanted to give up everything in a nick of time but yea..managed to get hold of myself and hopefully i won't think or do anymore silly stuff before i lose things too soon to realize.
3 tests are coming up for next week.somehow quite confident for maths and accounts but still have to revise for it though.for now i only hope for the better in all things.i'm really sorry if i have to prioritize my studies and other stuff...but i really have to.you know what's important to me right now.i'm not trying to say that you're not important.you know what i mean and i hope you will understand.


"sorry seems to be the hardest word"

I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me right
Cause I've drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side
Imagining I'm looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you're so far
Like a distant star
I'm wishing on tonight
Give my all for your love
Tonight

M is for Mysterious
A is for Articulate
R is for Rebellious
I is for Intense
A is for Abstract

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