things seem to get worse.i doubt i will be completely fine again.why must it be so unfair to me? all the excitement and plans are all ruined now.i will never have a chance to smile and be overjoyed about it anymore.no more.why must you keep making me cry?is that just all you do? well,you stop me from doing the things i want to do.you ruined my dreams and the wishes i wanted to fulfill.and now,here you come,making me cry and deepen the cut in my heart?why can't you do just one,all i need is just one constructive thing which can help?why can't you just give me a chance to express how i feel and be more sensitive for just once? you take control over my life and do nothing good to it.you're just hurting me more and making me to hate you.you have no cheek to come and tell me the truth,you even show me not a single bit of your sensitiveness and care.who am i to you? don't you know i keep asking myself that and i never get the answer i want.if i was granted a wish now,how i wish i could run away from this place,far away from you and away from all the shit things i have to face now.this world is just a bunch of trash.my life is just like a trash too.
i seem to be a bad person,heartless and i'm truly a heartbreaker.i don't know how to love and i can't just love anyone like how i did before.because people just keep breaking my heart and driving me to the corner.i can't get out of this.even the person whose heart was broken by me,now turn back and point the finger at me.what else can i say? i told you i'm heartless and now,i can't feel anything.i'm unable to tell what i'm feeling inside now.it's all mixed up.it's too painful to feel it.can someone just tell me when is this going to end?when can i have my heart healed again? or perhaps it's not gonna be how it used to be anymore...

"ADULTS ARE JUST A BUNCH OF MEANIES AND BULLIES.I HATE YOU.GET OUT OF MY LIFE AND LEAVE ME ALONE."

I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me right
Cause I've drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side
Imagining I'm looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you're so far
Like a distant star
I'm wishing on tonight
Give my all for your love
Tonight

M is for Mysterious
A is for Articulate
R is for Rebellious
I is for Intense
A is for Abstract

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